i love you so much. you make me feel so good. you're one of the best people i've ever known and i love spending all my time with you. i'll spend it all on you. i love having you near me. you are a gift. i don't believe in god but you. you are a gift from the heavens. you always know exactly what to say. your presence is so calming and soothing. i wish i could be around you. the words you say to me make me smile all lopsided like an idiot. i adore you. you're one of the best friends i could ever ask for. love, a lola somewhere in the world crying just a little