youre a bad person. but i didnt have to tell you that. you already knew, perhaps always. its almost like you know you could be better, yet you don't care enough to try. why wont you try? you're hurting people who cared about you. you cant blame everything on someone. sometimes things happen, and no one is at fault. i know you are angry and i know youre holding that in. honestly, i think you are the one who hates yourself the most. i know you better than anyone. i remember the nights when you couldn't breathe, praying for death in your sleep. i know how much pressure you feel to be perfect. i know you. just fucking forget it. youre already hating this anyways.
