Unsent Messages

i sacrificed everything for you. and you repaid me by believing rumors that weren’t true. but became true after you broke me. it’s taken a long long time to fix the damage that you caused. but now that im better i’m afraid to love again. what you did to me was unfair not just to me but to all the other boys that i could’ve loved after you. it’s like as if your on a team. when one person fucks up the whole team suffers. and in this case you fucked up and now all boys that are want to actually be with me and love me have to suffer.

And even though you broke me into a million pieces, i still wouldn’t take back the sacrifices i made for you because you were indeed my first ever love. you were the one who taught me how to love and what love even was and i wouldn’t trade that for the nothing because you made me into the person i am today and i actually kind of dig her. so i guess what i’m trying to say is..... Thank You.