Unsent Messages

im so sorry. i miss you more than words can even describe. but i think we are better off without each other. you deserve someone better, a better friend. and so do i. i don't think we bring out the good sides of each other, we just continue to tear each other down for the small things. you do it verbally, but i do it in my head because i don't want to bring it up, or hurt you. keeping things bottled up is never a good idea, i know that, but i rather keep it in then tell you and make you feel worse than you already do. we were the dynamic duo, but i guess I've been pulling away for the longest time without even knowing it. you made me feel like complete shit sometimes and other times I'm on top of the word when we're together. Im sorry. i love you so much