i hate seeing you sad or upset, and i know what you’re going through right now hurts. and as much as it sucks to say this, you deserved it. you let me believe you loved me while with another girl. now that girl cheated on you. i’m sorry, i really am. i’m sorry you’re hurting and upset, but i’m not sorry that happened to you. obviously i miss you, but i’m terrified of you coming back. you absolutely shattered me. i’ve never been as hurt by anything in my life as i was when you left me. i still think of you when i see things about marriage, or kids, or any happy couple. and i want that to be us. but there’s no way for me to know you’re not just gonna do it all over again. - if you ever see this you know exactly who
