you made me happy. i was slowly falling for you. i know i was clingy, but i loved having your attention all the time. the nickname you gave me ‘shorty’ , i loved that, puts a smile on my face. i know i didn’t really show my face on facetime, i was just so insecure, i thought that the more you saw me, you’ll realize i’m ugly and just drop me. i was getting comfortable slowly and was going to start showing my face all the time, it was just taking time. i know we’re far away from each other, but if you truly cared it wouldn’t matter, you would try, but you didn’t even try, you just ended it. that means you knew we weren’t going anywhere, you knew you weren’t for this, you knew you would hurt me. i cried for two whole ass hours, i was in so much pain, i screamed, i cried in silence, i cried loudly, i was broken... i mean i should’ve known , everyone leaves eventually, no matter what i do, i open up and tell you things that i don’t even tell my friends, and you left. i saw it coming, you were acting strange for 3 days or so. you said we’ll stay the way we are, we’re just not talking, what’s the point though ? you’re not willing to have a relationship so what’s the point of still talking how we did, it’s not right. i texted you ‘your free trial ended’ meaning you talking me ended, the free trial ended baby. i’m not a person that you talk to because you have no one else, i’m not a person that just comforts you, i’m not a person that fills up time, i’m not a person you think about when you have nothing else to do, i’m not a fill up buddy, i’m way more and i should be treated like it. i was so into you , key word: was, you lost me, i lost nothing , you had everything to lose, i didn’t. i know my worth and i know you will never find some else like me, you can fill in the spot, but you can never replace me, there’s no one else like me. i’m so over you , completely, the moment i knew i was , was when you ended it, and i cried out in pain for two hours, after that i felt nothing, nothing towards you. this is goodbye forever. we’re not dating when i move way closer, we’re not trying when you feel like it, we are done. you lost me and it’s all your fault. i’m sick of being that person who does everything to make you happy, to make us work, everything. i was get us long distance bracelets, get you gifts for christmas even when you were gonna get me nothing. goodbye gage, i hope you follow your dreams and gets everything you ever wanted, i hope you and your family stay safe and healthy, i hope you can be trying in school, just know you’re smart, stop doubting yourself, you put a smile on someone’s face just by your presence, bye dummyy