you know, i still miss you. we’re friends now but not as close as we used to be. i understand it was probably for the better but i can’t help but think. it’s been a year or two now and i know we’ve both changed so much. maybe it won’t be as toxic now? but maybe it’ll end the same. we both always used to say that we always found eachother in the end. i hope we make our way back to eachother again, i don’t think that will happen though. i wish we were still close, but you seem happy now. i don’t wanna ruin that. as long as you’re happy that’s what matters to me. if you’re reading this, which i don’t think you are, please text me. - ?