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Dear tommy,
I think about you every day.

It’s been a long time since we spoke but I still remember you being my first kiss when we were like 7 :)
When I think about you, I think of the camp drafts and the rodeos that we went to when we were kids.

2 skinny kids running in red dirt and jumping fences, riding our horses late at night and hiding from our parents.

I remember when you told me you were leaving, I couldn’t believe it I was so sad we were good friends. The workers would make jokes about us being soul mates I guess they were wrong...

I just want to let you know you still have a small place in my heart still. They way you made me feel I’ll never forget, I felt brave with you and fearless:)

So whenever I’m scared I think of that time you held my hand and told me to count to 10 on the old airstrip when we were 9 and you told me everything was going to be alright.

Ps. I found someone he’s really nice and treats me well x

Love from your first kiss