i had a dream about you last night in which you told me you still loved me and I told you that no one disappointed me quite like you do. I miss you terribly and I wish so much that I could just talk to you and tell you in great detail about the silly things I see each day. There are many things I could say and I've tried innumerable times to say them but I don't think I'll ever get to. Anyway, I lied when I said I wanted to be friends.