it’s been nearly three years since i’ve seen you, and for some reason i can’t bring myself to forget you. we’re separated by 500 miles but somehow you still reside in that little corner of my brain you took over so many years ago. i hope you’re well, with her. and happy, and content, and well taken care of. you really do deserve it. i feel so incredibly guilty for wanting you to come back to me, even though you were never mine to begin with. i just can’t shake this feeling that you’re meant to be mine. time will tell, right? i don’t think you’ll ever see this, but if you do- hi. i miss you.