my feelings for you were a complete joke at first, i didn’t realise how much you meant to me until those two long weeks. i always dreaded days where we would be apart, even though i knew something would never happen between us. because of her. everytime you talked to me, it was like a moth drawn to a light. i loved hearing you talk, and i still though even if it’s bittersweet. i love you and always will, and i hope you feel the same. even if nothing brings a genuine smile out of me anymore, i think of you, and it spreads from ear to ear. i miss you.
