Unsent Messages

this is my second one of these because I realized I had more to say. you probably have better things to do than to read these, can't say the same for myself, but I just want to tell you that I regret it. I really do. but part of me likes to think it happened for a reason. right person wrong time, perhaps? idk. you have so many girls, but when I tell you that you are the only guy I talk to, im serious. you deserve someone better than these other girls, please give me a chance. or a second one because I really screwed up the first. because of that I don't think you will ever look at me the same, and that's what I have to live with now. what if I said yes? what would have it been like? I just hope you still don't see me as that person I was years before. I was scared of the idea of it all. we were young. we still are and I made sure to tell you that. just don't forget about me completely, ok?