Unsent Messages

you complete my world and make me feel all the good inside of it. i had never been in love before you, and you the same. i feel so much joy when you're around. it's like every time i turn my back i feel your warmth and imagine your smile right here. then when i call, you are. and of course, i'm sure to tell you i appreciate that. i appreciate you very much. and every moment we spend together its crazy there is so much of a spark and a connection and i cant get that smile off of my face. like when you talk about the sad stuff tho, i always listen. not to listen because its right but because i love you and i love every word that comes out of your two lips. and the sad stuff we talk about sometimes is okay when im there with you and youre ok standing by me when im upset and we make each other smile and happy and loved in all of those not so good moments. but our world is complete joy. i know it might not always be. i know we might end some day and we'll have other people to love. you'll have another boyfriend, i'll find another girl. but i dont care about that now. maybe i do. but that doesn't matter in the moments we share. i've never been in love before, but im glad it was with you. it is with you. i'll do anything for you, whatever you need. of course, you don't want to know that - that's too much pressure for you to hold. but deep down inside i want you to remember that i'll be there. in day to day stuff though, you can forget it! anything for you, tess. and i want to kiss you a thousand times and love you every minute and be with you right now. im going to find you and starting tomorrow we will have our best day yet. i love you, tess