I love you. And I hate that I never got the chance to tell you. I miss you so much, but I know you don't miss me. I wish you hadn't given up on us. I miss us watching "Our star" together. I miss going out late at night to stargaze with you. I miss being held by you. But overall I miss you. I know it's been 3 months since we've last spoken but when you gave up on us a tiny part of me thought you would come back so I made myself a promise that I'd wait for you. I love you Noah don't ever forget that, even when I'm gone.