honestly i don’t know how to feel about you anymore.
it’s been 3 years i move on well i think i have, i don’t think we’ll ever get back together or be friends but i do love you and wish you nothing but the best.
my love for you feels fake, forced kinda like holding onto that childhood dream you promised yourself would never let go or forget. I think you’ll always have a special place in my heart but i think i am stuck on this because there’s so much happening it’s like a knowing that i love you brings me a sense of stability.
it’s weird i feel like i’m using you to sorta block out the fact that i’m bisexual i feel like you resemble me being straight but i know that’s not the case.
i don’t know.