i used to be so angry at you. i blamed you for so many things and some weren't even your fault. the thing is, you treated me poorly in the end and i let you. i even sunk to your level in many moments. for me in my life i was used to the chaos and toxicity. i thought fighting for my love was normal but it's not. i'm forgiving you for what you did because you were young and didn't know any better, but i'm also forgiving myself for not understand how love is supposed to be. i hope you can forgive us both too.
