From: ABC
To: nolan
Date: December 31, 2020, 3:04 am UTC
were on facetime right now. i love your smile so fucking much. always say that my smile is better than yours. but we both know thats a lie. i love the way i can talk to you about anything. i feel safe around you. dont ask why because i have no clue. i absolutely cant believe that we became best friends in such a short amount of time. you are my go to. the person i know that i can always talk to if i need anything. and im always gonna be here for you. i pinky promised that i would never leave. im not going to. i promised i would stay. so thats what im going to do. you are such a dork. but thats why i love you. even though i havent told you. you are on my mind 24/7. every second. every minute. every hour. every day. so you can just say that youre all i think about. i always think that im gonna lose you because of the shit that goes through your brain. but im always gonna be here if you ever need someone to talk to. i love you.