i still love you,i wish i didnt but i do. i told everyone about you, do i regret you? no. did you make me feel unspeakable pain? absolutely. i left not cause i loved you any less but because you made me feel as though i was anything but whole. i would go back to you but you have someone else now, i hope they make you happy. i wished you the best in life, i’m so jealous that you’re happy without me. i thought you were my other half, i thought you felt the same. apparently not. i really wish i could i hurt you, but i know that i would never want you to feel my pain, because it hurts more than anyone thinks. you were my sunrise the reason to get up in the morning, thank you for showing me that i can love someone that much, i love you more than life
