Unsent Messages

thought i was over you but turns out i was just distracting myself with someone else. i dont know if im ever going to be able to see you in person again or talk to you without fully falling apart. i miss you so much and i want nothing more than to tell you that but i know you dont miss me and it just wouldn't end up good. i dont think ill ever truly fall out of love with you and for that i am so so sorry. you said you could never hate me and honestly i think thats worse..... it would make it so much easier if you did. i completely hate the saying right people wrong time and i never believed in it, until i met you. i so wish we had come together at a different point in our lives, and i cant help but hope we are brought back to each other in the future. but until then, goodbye.