Unsent Messages

i’m praying everyday that this isn’t going to end. i’m so in love with you it physically hurts my chest when we gts mad. rn you’re out and idk why it’s midnight and you should be home. you didn’t reply all day i’m not going to be able to tomorrow but you went out and we can’t talk now. you got drunk and i’m scared bc of it bc what if you do something regretful. i trust you but the worry is always going to be there. we argue sm. SM but i can’t help but pray to my dead mom about you. i pray everyday you’re safe and sound and that you don’t break me. i try to act like i don’t care but i do sm. i cry myself to sleep cuz of it. i feel like you’re falling out of love or you’re cheating onm but i’m going to keep trusting you and pray. i love you matthew. pls don’t break me. i can’t do it again