Unsent Messages

childddd okay i just want to talk to you again but you're not good for me at all. i just wanna see you do better even if its without me and omfg i just want to talk to you again that's literally. it was both of us not playing our role. i guess you just wanted the treatment without the title and I couldn't see myself doing all of these things if you didn't want a title? idk. you want me to do girlfriend shit but you don't want a girlfriend. you was out here fucking around and all types of things but I was just here waiting on you blah blah blah. but anyways I just wanted it to work with you that's all that I literally wanted from you. you say you didn't wanna settle down and was scared to fall in but in reality you just wanted to keep fucking around with other people but that's all you had to say i mean at the end of the day i don't care but you said i need to communicate right? it was all about communication but you couldn't tell me something so simple. When you had said "i fucked up l******" that's when i knew i had to fall back because i cant just let you play with my feelings like that. its not morally right at all. i don't know who raised you at all because any no mfn way you just out here doing this. but anywho when i had saw you on Sunday i ain't way you to touch me because i fucking hate you and you haven't been talking to me, you had texted me saying that you was sorry and i said it was okay you don't have to apologise. you don't have to apologise for not talking to me because if you really wanted to, you would have called me, texted me, fucking barked at me idk. BUT idk you texted me i always texted you back i never double texted back because i felt like i was bothering you and i was like i just can't do it. like you ain't wanna talk to me. whenever you called me i would always listen to you and all types of stuff ask you about your day what you ate blah blah but when it was time for me to talk about my day you wouldn't listen at all and talk over me so ill just be quiet. you'll say "why you getting quiet in me" bitch because you don't listen. you said if i needed to talk about my problems i could talk to you you'll be like. "everytime we get on the phone we talk about this" like you tired of me talking so i would jdsifjsdjfksd okay bye bruh i been typing for like 10 minutes on this damn thing i am done i just wanted to say that i miss the old you so much, i dont know what got into your head at all. why are you like this? i hope the new girl treats you much better is there is one