From: ABC
To: Antreas
Date: October 21, 2020, 5:04 pm
you are so toxic for me but i cant not have you in my life so i keep having you around as a friend even if it breaks me. we were never really a thing we just talked for 2 weeks and did some thing but for me , someone who never gave in in my desires and always put my stupid morals first you were special. its been 2 years. 2 freaking years and if you came back i would be in your arms in a split second.it breaks my heart knowing that you dont even care about me. i would take a bullet for you whithout even thinking about it but you would not do even the minimum of that.we are in the same friend group of 5 people.i see u almost every day.we hang out we have car rides all together.we dont interact much but even the smallest gesture u do towards me i am full.i know its toxic having u around me but i am putting my self in that position so i dont lose u completely.i dont know how i am going to move on and the thing is i dont want to.and thats bc if theres even the smalest chance that u want me back i would take that in a heart beat.
''I heard a little love is better than none''
Harry Styles