From: ABC
To: jae
Date: December 8, 2020, 6:11 am
i don’t love you anymore. i don’t even know who you are. i don’t think i ever truly did know you. maybe i didn’t deserve to, but i thought you deserved to know all of me. i don’t think you ever opened up when you showed me your mind. i think it was all fake or the surface at most. i think every word you said was bullshit but in that moment i thought u loved me back. i don’t know why you lied i don’t know why you wanted to know me and maybe you didn’t. i wonder what’s safe with you and i wonder what little parts of me are now exposed because i wanted you to know the most. i never knew you but i still did love you. i learned to love the little u showed me but i don’t think those were real either. my perception of you slowly blends into this thing i’ve never met. i don’t think we’ve ever really met