From: ABC
To: Leonardo
Date: December 8, 2020, 6:11 am
Why leo. Why couldn’t you be there for me. I needed you, I would’ve been there for you, everything hurts so much, just why couldn’t you be there for me, I think I’m so stuck in a mindset of who I thought you could be and I can’t settle with the reality of who you are and what you’ve done to me and how much unforgivable pain you’ve put me through and making me feel crazy and weak when I was fucking trying so hard, there were countless ways you could’ve helped me but I’ll always remember the trauma of having to suffer alone when I shouldn't have when you were there, fuck you man you made me believe you were the best guy out there when you’re a fucking selfish asshole, you definitely liked the way I treated you more than you liked me as a person, now that we are broken up I’ve realized we never even had that good of a connection. I’ll find somebody one day and I’ll never wish you were holding me again, fuck you and I’m glad I’m NOT FUCKING GONNA MARRY YOU I DODGED A GODDAMN BULLET