From: ABC
To: gage
Date: December 8, 2020, 6:07 am
hi, i don’t know what really say but i liked you. i did but i think i did too much, and i miss cuddling with you but i don’t miss you. your bad for me, and i should of fucking realized from the fucking start. i hate how close we got, i don’t know why but i hate it and hate myself for it. your such a player, and it’s so so crazy how i was so in love with the idea of you, that i lost myself n got too attached. i do miss who i thought u were, and sometimes i’m miserable without you, and i need to move on. well i am honestly, i’m with sean now, and he might not have all the things “we” have, but at least he’s not a fucking douchebag, weed smokin, player. i don’t hate you, i just hate the idea i had of you, because that was not you, but i was in love with THAT idea of you.