I miss your touch... how affectionate, caring and considerate you are. But you really hurt me. The inconsistent communication.. the fluctuation of emotions.. it was an emotional roller coaster for me. I miss you but you’re intoxicating. I lose myself when I think of you. As much as I want to be with you..you aren’t healthy for me. I need to take care of myself. I need to be whole again. I need to move on with my life. If leaving you behind is what my mind desperately needs to keep my sanity.. I will honor my body. My heart aches for you which is why I desperately need to let you go.