Unsent Messages

we’re to start noah u made me the person i am today. thank u so much for that. i don’t know what my life would be today if i never got hp. i wish we didn’t give up as fast as we did though. if i could re do it i would any day. we have so much unfinished. no one, has ever made me feel the same way you make me feel. i wish you knew the impact you have on people. you saved my life. i will always be there for you. i hope you know that. even though it breaks me u never really felt the same. you made me feel something no one else has made me feel. with all those memories i will forever regret not telling you how much i cared when i had chance after chance. in your wrong i cared so much for you i just overlooked it and i have never done that for anyone. you took for granted what you didn’t even know what i was doing. to this day if you wanted me back. i would say yes. you are my first love. i can never see me feeling the same towards someone else. but what am i supposed to do when we don’t talk like we used to. yes we broke the silence, yes your back. but it’s not the same. and it’s so hard to explain. if i knew it was gonna end the way it did. we didn’t even fight, just drifted. abs that hurts the most. but if i knew i would have never wasted that year. it may have seemed i moved on, but i don’t think i ever will. i think about you all the time. it hurts i will never have you because you will never feel the same way. i was so involved i was okay just being your friend. but everyday i ask why wasn’t i good enough. what didn't i have. why did u just leave one day. when i first met you i didn’t think it would go this far. but here we are.