The thought of you forcing ur self to fall in love with Andrew is terrifying. As of now I have no romantic feelings for you yet I don’t want anyone else to have you except for me. I want to have feelings for you. I want to love you and hold you but I can’t and it destroys me. It’s not like you’ll ever like me anyways so I have nothing to worry about. Although you did say you wish it was me that ur were forcing yourself to love. I wonder if you really meant that or if it was a to get me to shut up about it. Sigh this sucks.