I am unhappy, One of the people I depended on is now out of my life in the way they were. I miss him. I wish I could tell him about what's going through my mind right now. I think I suffer with depression, I don't want to be one of those girls that decide what they have and go with it but I don't know. I hope he will be there for me how I was there for a him a few days ago. He called me and told me he was going through a lot and had a lot of anger. I hope he can finally be happy again. I love him but I can't be with because of my parent and my issues with men. I don't hate men but I don't trust them either. Anyways, that's all I can say right now.