even tho you had a girlfriend and it was so messed up you were the first person to ever show any kind of love and affection in my direction. I was in a really bad place before and you lightened up my world for an entire week until you left. there were so many things i never got to tell you, so many things we have never talked about. now, after 1 year and a half, i can proudly say that im glad that i met you but also that you left me shattered. i got to learn that it was good for me that we didnt talk about it or havent met since. the only thing left to say is that the thing i missed most about you were your eyes. i felt so understood and loved just by simply looking into them, but i actually found out that those eyes were lies and there are eyes which are still here and which i love way more than i did yours. thank you for teaching me my first lesson about love