Im not upset, im not mad, im not crying, I guess im just... disappointed but okay? Our mutual friends set us up because you were "desperate" and ive been broken so many times so I need a good guy. Our friends don't trust anyone dating me and they trusted you. I don't understand what happened, we started talking and our friends told me you were all giggly and you wouldn't shut up about me. But then you just kinda stoped replying as fast, stopped having good conversations with me, got kinda distant, but you kept flirting. I was overthinking bc I was really really into you and wanted us to happen. I just got tired after awhile so I asked how you felt and you seriously replied with "thats a no from me dawg" like I didnt know wether to cry or laugh. Im glad we are still friends. I feel something but I honestly don't know what I feel and I don't know what im allowed to feel since you were never my boyfriend. Our mutuals feel so awful bc they didnt want me to get hurt again but I don't even know if im hurt. Basically im saying im confused and I don't understand what you did to my emotions. Can you tell me why you said no so I can figure out how I feel. Ik that special girl is out there waiting for you and she will be so lucky.
Sincerely, you're friend- confused emotions girl.