Unsent Messages

it breaks my heart to think that you’ll never love me like i love you. you’re my entire other half whether you believe it or not. when i’m around you i feel whole. those poems i’ve sent you.. i meant every word in them. i had to unfriend you because it’s not good for me to see you in love with someone else when all i want is for you to love me. that might sound weird or selfish but when i said “i’ll be waiting, just in case.” i wanted that to stick with you just so if you ever thought for one second you loved me that you’d know i’m here.. still waiting. you still have my number though so if you ever shoot me a text, i’d answer in a heartbeat. even a call would be nice. just so i can know you miss me like i miss you. i hate waiting around for you and i know i should move on but something tells me i can’t. your siblings. owen. your siblings even want us to be together. your own mother wants us to be together. we’re perfect for each other whether you see it or not. but we are. i don’t even want to submit this cause there’s a chance you might see it but i don’t care. ugh this is so detailed and you’re gonna know who it is, but i just want you to know that i’ll always have you in my heart. you’re half my heart and without talking to you i feel like there’s no heart left. i gotta hold on to a tiny piece of it though bc without it, these feelings wouldn’t still be here. please take care of yourself and don’t text me if you don’t want to but i care for you so much. until we cross paths again.