From: ABC
To: jonathan
Date: December 8, 2020, 4:48 am
I am over you. I’ve been over you. There are days where I don’t miss you at all. There are days where I wish I had never met you. There are days I wish you had gotten hit by a bus. There are days I can’t stand even the thought of you. There are days where I can’t hold back the tears, there are days where I pretend you are still laying next to me. There are days I can’t stop thinking about you. Every single day, I miss you. I miss the bad and the good. You have left you-shaped holes in my heart and I miss you so much. I miss your stupid faces, I miss your laugh, your shitty jokes. I miss the way we got each other so easily. I miss you. I miss you so much. I wish you would’ve cherished me as much as I cherished you. I wish we could’ve met sooner, I wish we could start over. But it wouldn’t work. You are an idiot. The biggest idiot i know, in fact. But you were my idiot. I love you, asswipe. Treat her right. When I say I’m here for you, i mean it. I love you.
