I love you. I love you so much and I thought I was over you. I try my best every day not to romanticize about us being together. I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I'm not her. I'm sorry that I'm not pretty enough or that I'm not funny enough. I just want to hug you, a long ass hug. Your hugs, make me feel so loved. But I know you don't love me. Not in the slightest.
