If none of that was from you then i have fooled myself once again into thinking that you cared for me even after everything that I have done. Its just a giant fools game that I play, Like Icarus, I flew to close to the sun and for it i got burned, I thought that maybe if you still loved me we could make it work but it is clear that you dont and maybe its time i stop looking to the past and i start looking to the future. I love you always marciemac.