hey, i really miss you. even though i have decided to live with mom, i want you to know i love you and being without you isn't getting easier. it's just what i need right now. i need stability, i need to heal and know that everything is going to be okay. i hope you can respect that. i still want a relationship with you i just need some time to think and re-evaluate my mental health. i've been feeling really guilty about the situation but i can't sacrifice my own happiness. hope you are well and you miss me too. xoxo, p.