hang in there. it'll get better eventually. it has to. I know you're hurting. it's ok to be sad sometimes. there's people out there who love you and would do anything to see you smile. people love your smile, you know that. things always get better. i know you're tired of the pain. you're going to live the life you deserve. you're finally going to be genuinely happy again. i can guarantee you that. just please keep holding on. i'm proud of you. i know no one tells you that, so i'm reminding you. i'm so proud of you. don't be so hard on yourself all the time. smile more you loser. you're beautiful and you are worth it.