From: ABC
To: taylor
Date: October 21, 2020, 6:02 am
okay to clarify, you werent my first love... you were always a friend but here i am anyways cuz I needed to say some things. I know its been 2 years since we even talked and i know we were no longer friends then but i still think about you sometimes. I sometimes want to reach out just to see how you're doing but I dont because i know you dont want to hear from me and all i remember is the hurt you caused me. It was hard losing my best friend... even harder to realize that while you may have been mine i was never your best friend. I was the stand in for someone else until they came back. It hurts. Im doing well though, better than youve ever seen. And the best part is that you would hate the things ive chosen for myself, bc you never wanted me to be myself and now i am. And I'm so at peace. So yeah. Have a nice life...