Unsent Messages

you were one of the biggest reasons i smiled but also one of the biggest reasons i cried myself to sleep every night. we got so close over the summer then you cut me off out of no where. you told me you’d never leave me. you told me we’d be best friends forever. but you lied. just like every other boy. and it’s funny bc when i’d say your just like them you’d get mad and defensive and said you were nothing like them and i started to believe it. but nope i was right the first time. you have lied to me countless times. you told me you loved me every night before i feel asleep and would write me long paragraphs while i was sleeping. you’d facetime me every night and talk about a future we are never going to have. you made me believe you loved me. but instead you broke me. even tho i’m only young you took my heart and broke it right in half. and it’s been about 3 months since we actually talked but i still think about you all the time and wished things would go back to the way they were. but they can’t and they never will. idk how long it’s gonna take for me to get over you but i hope it’s soon. and i hope one day you sit and think about everything you could’ve had. i hope you completely regret leaving me. i hope you really understand what you did and why i was so hurt. but i love you colton and idk why, but i really do love you.