Unsent Messages

I miss you. I miss the butterflies I had every time I talked to you. I miss FaceTiming you at the end of every single day. I miss playing iMessage games with you until one of us eventually fell asleep. I miss our late night deep convos where we talked about what's hurt us in the past. The feeling when I first met you in person; when we locked eyes. I miss it all. but you hurt me. You walked away from me when all I wanted was to be with you. but deep down I know it's not your fault because throughout your life you've never known how to express love. you've never known what it felt like to be loved, so it was overwhelming for you. I hope one day, instead of being overwhelmed by the idea of love, you find the person you deserve. You're such an amazing person and deserve so much. Sometimes as Im sitting in my room at 3 am listening to the rain I hope that maybe one day when were both ready, we'll meet again. Until then, K