From: ABC
To: shanyu
Date: September 30, 2020, 12:35 am
I really loved you but there came a point where loving you began to hurt me. I lost love for myself while you craved love from your past lover. You loved her, love her, and will always love her - so go. go be with her. you used me until you felt ready to go back to her, or even ready to accept the fact that you want her still.ending on this note, she will never be me. you fell in love with me long before i even knew you. she knew pined/still pines for you to this day. the power i hold. this is me, handing you to her on a silver platter. she can have you, you can have her. one day, i will find a love that truly loves every atom of me, all of my insecurities, my smile, and all the little things. and when you realize that she never loved you for you, but for the superficial part of you, you may not come running back to me. this is goodbye. after all, i lost a boy who never truly cared about me, but you lost a strong and powerful woman who would have given you the solar system .