As much as I romanticized the connection we had, I'm scared to death every guy I meet will leave me feeling the same way you did. You made me scared that I am only good enough for one thing, and now I can't stop thinking about how I wasn't good enough for you to wait. Every guy I talk to, I find myself comparing them to you; how much we had in common, your music taste, the way you made me smile looking at my phone. But I also see you as the reason I'm scared to be loved and scared to love. I wish I would have been worth waiting for.