It's the end of this year tomorrow and even though you ended things with me a long time ago and have moved on already I still struggled a lot with letting you go this year. I think 2021 is exactly what I need because it'll be the first year where there's no sight of you in my life at all. Clean slate. I'm giving this up because holding onto it is making me really unhappy and I think that even though I made a lot of mistakes I deserve a second chance at being happy with someone else.
