From: ABC
To: oliver
Date: November 26, 2020, 8:09 am
i wanna get rid of you and i physically cant bring myself to
this has been the hardest 5 weeks of my life, i never thought we'd go so long without talking and i know the number of weeks is just gonna morph into months and years
i miss you so much i just want you to come back and pretend it never happened so i can have my best friend back
did i mean nothing to you, you said i meant everything to you when did it change
everytime i think i'm getting better and over it i go back to freezing whenever i think about you and everything makes me think about you
i said all the pain was worth it cause i got to be with you and now what
what was it for
just more fuckign pain
god i fuckign hate you
why did you do this to me you said you loved me
i know love exists, i've seen it and i've felt it but i just dont think anyone will feel that for me
i thought you did and we see hwo that fuckign turned out dont we oliver
you stupdi fuckgin abstard
i want to scream at you and hit you and hurt you but i still want to hug you