From: ABC
To: ian
Date: September 29, 2020, 9:29 pm
you cheated on me so many times. you lied to me so many fucking times, but somehow, I'm the bad guy when I feel insecure or unloved, or any slight difference. I remember when I got the first screenshots of you talking to other girls. being shown that I'm not good enough, sticks.
but when I cry, or feel insecure, you have the audacity to get mad at me. but deep down, you know I'm not here for a long time, I'm here till you find the next best thing, to replace me, again. but I stay, because you're everything to me, and in my eyes. but, ill never be like the other girls. no matter what. and I fucking hate you for how you treat me, and how you make me feel but I hate me too, bc I'm not skinny enough, or pretty enough, or overall enough for you, but then again I think I'm better than you, bc even now, I'm 100% loyal to you, even when you weren't to me. I wish we never met. fuck. you.