God I really am sorry. I am. I don't know how I was so blind to how unfair I was to you. How unfair our situation was. I think about you a lot still. I just want you to be doing well, that's all. I'm sorry for everything. Even if we don't talk anymore know you mean a lot to me and I know I can't undo the past but I just want you to find your peace. I love you. Thank you for everything. We really went through it together