Unsent Messages

I picked this colour to match your shoes. I wish I spoke to you more while we were together. The days leading up to the lockdown and knowing that I'd leave was really hard for me only because I've developed some sort of feelings for you. I can't say it was love, but I definitely wanted to get to know you more and maybe just maybe you'd want to get to know me more too. I was a little hurt that you didn't say bye, but that's just a girl thinking that the guy had noticed her. It sucks to know that we live so close but now that I'm no longer there, I'll just have to wait for you to somehow leave too. I hope you don't forget me and if you do, I wonder if you ever thought of me the same way, even if it was just for a moment. I know it was a while ago now that lockdown is over, but the days are starting to feel like normal, except for the part where I don't see you that often anymore - it feels like a part of my day is missing and I think that's you.