From: ABC
To: Lance
Date: December 30, 2020, 6:36 am
hey lance, i doubt you will ever read this and even if you did you probably wouldn't care and maybe thats my fault because i blocked you out and i pushed you away and im sorry and im sorry that i couln't be good enough for you. i gave you everything lance. everything. and you chose her. a girl you just met. and. i sat back and watched. i got to hear every detail about her. about how she was everything you wanted. lance you broke me, do you know how that felt. to watch you love her. do you?. you took everything i had and then you dropped me for her. you made me feel hard to love. i spent many nights laying alone sobbing thinking i would never be enough, while you did everything we used to do with her. why? why wasnt i enough for you? and now youre mad at me for blocking you out, i wont apologize for the way i chose to fix what you broke. dont ever try to come back into my life when you realize you lost the best thing that will ever happen to you. i will go find someone who is worthy of my love, someone who wont break all the promises. someone who is not you.