I love you. So much more than you will ever know. But what I don’t understand is how you can continuously hurt me when you say you love me. We have been together a year and I still shake when you raise your hand too fast or when you touch me a certain way. You said you never meant to hurt me but then you did it, again and again. I should’ve left but I’m so in love with you that I’m willing to stay even if it means losing myself