I'm sorry that I'm almost never there when you need me, I'm sorry i don't express my feelings for you well enough, I'm sorry I can't make you feel loved, I'm sorry I can't make you feel better. I wish it was easier for me to tell you how I feel ab you, I wish I didn't struggle so much telling you that you mean a lot to me, I wish I was better at this whole relationship thing. You seriously are so beautiful and amazing and I wish you would understand that. I wish I was ready to say the l word because every time you say it and I can't say it back I feel like shit. I hope you can stay patient for me because you mean so much to me already.